What shall I say, Mademoiselle?
I am a tedious bore, a born liar, a useless fool, an unwelcome guest, and one that does not worth the least of anyone' s care, particularly of you. It is better for me to seal my mouth, kick away my pen, and bury myself in some forgotten place and eat my heart up. Why must I write you? Why? Why? Why? But oh! These rainy days! I'm feeling like a dying dog.
(in some sort of desperation)
我该说什么好呢,小十姐?
我是一个乏味的讨厌鬼、一个生来的撒谎者、一个无用的傻瓜、一个不受欢迎的客人,而且是一个不配任何人,特别是你的哪怕一点点关心的人。对我来说最好把我的嘴巴封住,把我的笔踢开,把我自己埋到一个被人遗忘的地方去,并且把我的心吃掉。为什么我一定要写信给你呢?为什么?为什么?为什么?哦,该死的下雨天!我感到就像是一条快要死的狗。
大意:
(于某种绝望的心境中)